Kitobni o'qish: «Conversation with Lucifer. Book III»

When reading a channeling, remember—no external information can be 100% accurate. Listen to yourself first and foremost. All the information you need is already within each of us.

PREFACE

AUTHOR'S NOTE

It seems to me that this book began with crochet. The pattern required six stitches in each loop, and I methodically counted: six, six, six… Numbers govern the universe, as someone great once said. And then one day, while I was waiting in line at the tire shop, the name "Lucifer" suddenly echoed in my mind. By that time, the gift of channeling, or telepathic communication with the Higher Forces of the Cosmos, had already awakened in me, so I understood that He, Lucifer, wanted to tell me something. I wasn’t afraid, even though He is considered the originator of Darkness. I simply asked, "What do you want?" and began, as usual, to write down the answers. That's how the "Conversations with Lucifer" came to be, which now encompass more than a thousand pages of text.

Now, when I reread these conversations, I’m astonished: Did I really write this? Because I realize I could never have invented such a coherent and perfect system for describing the laws of the Universe, which He conveyed to me over four years. It was always unobtrusive, only at my request, and only in response to my questions. It seemed as though He was tired of being alone, deeply missing his great Father-Creator, and was glad that someone was finally willing to listen to him. Every page of the text is filled with this longing, and strangely enough, with love for God.

The fallen archangel, cursed by religions and whose name is associated with evil in all its forms, told me that the world is built on love. Like the prodigal son in the famous parable, who ventured far from his father’s house and longs to return, but cannot because he has been divided into parts, and his return depends on the desire of each part to come back.

At first, of course, I tried to test Him, to catch Him in a lie. I asked many questions, which my mind eagerly sought out or were sent to me by others, and I also accused Him of all the sins of humanity. But He patiently and calmly answered every seemingly tricky question and consistently explained to me the laws of the Universe. After a while, I began to feel Him as, you could say, a friend and a pleasant conversationalist, someone with whom it was always interesting to talk. I published all these conversations online.

He told me that He has two sides: dark and light. He addresses each person with the side that corresponds to that person. He cannot reject the Darkness because He himself is the originator of the division of the world into two poles. But He will never approach me with His dark side unless I myself wish it.

Of course, there were those who wrote that I had been ensnared by dark forces, that I needed to repent and go to a monastery, that I didn’t understand what I was doing. And when I asked them, "Well, show me at least one paragraph of the text that would be an expression of Darkness," they replied, "You don’t understand. He’s deliberately luring you in, so that under a pile of generally correct information, He can sneak in disinformation!" But there were also many letters of gratitude. People read and became fascinated along with me. And these texts, as they wrote, began to change their consciousness, reshape it, and open up new knowledge.

It would probably be foolish now to count how many questions I asked, probably over a thousand. But as a result of the answers, a picture formed in my mind of a perfect, harmonious, self-regulating system of the Universe, where everything is finely tuned and everything has its explanation. All our troubles and problems stem from the fact that we simply don’t know the fundamental laws of how this system works. In fact, many of these laws were conveyed to us in various sacred texts by avatars who descended to Earth. But humanity only tried to follow them without understanding the reasons for the necessity of these laws.

He taught me two important things about understanding the world:

Do not think like a human, try to think like a god, and then you will understand God's designs.

View all processes not from the perspective of morality (after all, the criteria of human morality change from era to era) but as an energetic process, for the entire world is simply the movement of God's energy.

Lucifer said that all archangels embody different qualities of God, and He embodies a quality that humans call curiosity. In this, we turned out to be alike. I became so captivated by these conversations that it was like reading a fascinating book that you cannot put down. I hope you will also find it impossible to put down, as I did. In any case, I became quite popular on the internet thanks to these Conversations.

Now, I marvel at how precisely everything was planned by the Higher Powers. First, there were the "Conversations with Lucifer." And it was precisely the scandalousness of this name that drew the attention of many people, who then became interested in the worldview He described. And then, when they ended, my new channelings from the Absolute, Christ, Buddha, and many others appeared. And if in His story Lucifer spoke of how He separated from God the Father in the experiment of duality, then later the Absolute explained that all separation is illusory, and we are all actually one Divine being, pretending to be divided into parts to observe itself from the outside in a literal sense.

Of course, one could call all this madness. But when you read this book, you will see how everything is logically and clearly described. And what does it matter who I am talking to? Perhaps I am conversing with my higher self and answering all these thousands of questions myself. What matters is what is contained in these answers. What matters is that after reading this book, you will not be the same; it will change you because information is also energy. And you will understand, as I did, why everything happens in the world as it does, which prohibitions are valid, and which are contrived. Because everything will be explained solely from the perspective of the movement of Divine energy.

Many readers of my channelings have asked me, "How do you come up with such clever questions? The question had just occurred to me, and you had already asked it!" And Lucifer explained to me that these are not only and not so much my questions. Since everything exists simultaneously in the quantum world, when I write, others are already reading it at the same time. And in this interaction, a single quantum field of all the readers is formed, from which the questions in my head arise. Channeling happens so quickly that I don’t even have time to think about the questions. And many of the questions were sent to me by the readers themselves. So, you could say, we wrote this book together.

To make it easier for you to follow, I highlight my questions in italics. Many people ask if there will be a continuation of these conversations? I don't know, as I have long since learned to trust the plans of the Higher Powers. But I can reconnect with Him at any moment and continue if we both desire it. So, send in your questions. But first, read the entire book, and perhaps your questions will disappear, as mine did. Now, a significant part of my time is devoted to channelings on personal questions from people, which I have also compiled into books in the "Karmic Lessons" series. Moreover, I now have other amazing interlocutors: Buddha, the Mother of the World, Saint Germain, and many others. I publish all my materials on the internet because my teachers have tasked me with sharing this information. I must tell you that this book is for those who approach their understanding analytically, through the mind, as I do. And perhaps for those who are used to understanding everything intuitively in the spirit of Eastern traditions, all this will seem like excessive verbosity. But I belong to the European race, whose path to understanding goes through the mind. By the way, each human race is created to walk different paths of understanding. But I won’t get ahead of myself. You will learn about this and much more from the book. About how everything was created, why, for what purpose, and how humanity was created. Who we really are. What experiment the gods are conducting on Earth. And many more questions that I’m sure you have in your mind.

So, I wish you a fascinating journey into the amazing world of the mysteries and laws of the Universe!

With love to you,

Elena Sidelnkova

Part 54. Parallel Realities

Could you please tell me about parallel worlds? Various sources suggest that each of us experiences every possible scenario of our lives simultaneously in parallel incarnations, but we don't remember it. For example, there might be a world where I suffer; a world where I'm happy; a world where I'm rich; a world where I'm poor; and all the intermediate states. If this is true, does that mean that by being happy, I make my double suffer?

You find it difficult to move away from the paradigm of separation. Do you remember how we talked about the living rooms, where the Collective Soul spreads out to experience all possible scenarios, to play in all possible games of reality? Another comparison could be made with an amusement park. You sequentially go through all the rides. On some of them, you are genuinely scared. But once you get off the ride, you shout, "Wow! That was awesome!" Or, "Terrifying! Never again." Now imagine experiencing all the rides in the amusement park simultaneously rather than sequentially. After all these experiences, what would you say? After all, everything happened at once—both fear and excitement. Do you understand? There's no point in separating them. It's all happening simultaneously. It's all your choice to experience it. It's all your experience, and within it, all possible reactions are present. So, you are simultaneously happy, suffering, thrilled, scared, loving, hating, and so on.

You're talking about the final reaction, the reaction after getting off the "ride." That is, when the Higher Self or the Collective Soul gathers the experiences of all its parts' incarnations. But what happens before the experiences are collected? How does the experience of one of my doubles affect the experience of another? In other words, does one experience become the property of all?

Let's figure this out. There are many levels on which you currently exist and gain your experience. The Collective Soul has split into many selves, and you are one of them. Essentially, all these many selves are also you; but for simplicity's sake, let's focus on you. You are clothed in many bodies. And before incarnation, the Collective Soul chooses specific living conditions for you. But it doesn't choose the only possible option, but many options at once. And you also spread out into different rooms of incarnation. At the same time, you are clothed in various bodies, and all your incarnations are also distributed across several planes, corresponding to the bodies. Your physical bodies live on physical planes. Astral bodies on astral planes, mental bodies on mental planes, and so on. But this is still division because, in reality, there is only you. You are multiple. You are quantum. There's no separate physical body and astral body; there's a set of bodies of your double on all planes. And there isn't one double and another double—there are multiple projections of you in different planes of reality.

You have medical equipment that allows you to take layer-by-layer images of the human body. And if you were to draw conclusions about a person only from these images, you'd have a completely different picture of them. Can you judge the state of, say, the liver based solely on its layer-by-layer images? Each image is just a fragment and, moreover, two-dimensional. If you take layer-by-layer images of any organ in all possible directions of the layers' planes, you'll get an approximate picture of assembling you from your doubles. But we're only talking about three dimensions and just the physical organ here. Now combine this image with multidimensionality. Then you can roughly understand what quantum reality is. Your current linear life is just a series of momentary layer-by-layer images from one angle of your reality's plane. But there's also a series of layer-by-layer images from other angles of your reality—all possible angles.

But no matter how many images of an organ you take, it's still the same organ, just examined from different sides and angles of perception. It's like observing an object from the right, left, top, bottom, and so on. Can you say that the top view is incorrect? Can you say that the right view fully describes the object? Can you say that a layer-by-layer image of an organ is its only description?

Moreover, an image is a momentary result. But changes are happening in any organ. Therefore, the events of your life are just momentary snapshots of reality from your point of view or, as you say, from your "point of assembly" of the world. But the events of your life are all possible momentary snapshots of all possible realities, allowing you to perceive your reality as fully as possible.

Let's develop the idea of the image further for clarity. Do you remember we talked about perception being creation? In this sense, it's better not to talk about images because in your understanding, the equipment is independent and captures what is real, although you've already encountered the observer effect. The term "description" might be more appropriate. If you ask different people to describe an object, their descriptions will always differ. But even this doesn't capture the essence of the process. You can describe something that exists. But nothing exists in reality. Everything you see and feel, you manifest yourself through your perception. Do you remember the smell of a rose? The rose doesn't know about its smell. The one who has the olfactory apparatus and through it manifests the smell of the rose knows about it. But the rose itself remains unchanged, regardless of how others manifest it. The same thing happens with the other angles of perception. There's just the movement of energies. And your perception apparatus, the one you've been endowed with, manifests these energies in its own way. Therefore, the events of your life are momentary manifestations of the world's energies through your point of view. And the events of your life are all possible manifestations of the world's energies by you. Do you understand?

Now imagine a universal connection. All versions (angles) of you are one. And all versions (angles) of you are also one. A matryoshka. An onion. And naturally, all possible manifestations of reality are the common property or, rather, the manifestations of one essence—you. You are part of the Collective Soul, split into many selves. And you have also split into many yous. But what prevents you from perceiving the experiences of all your parts is the paradigms of separation, the limitations imposed on you by matrix consciousness. When you say or think, "It's impossible for there to be many of me," you literally cut off the possibility of perceiving these selves, removing them from perceptual access. You think in terms of a part, not the whole. But thinking alone isn't enough. To be whole is to have not only the experience of the whole but also the capabilities of the whole. Therefore, by cutting off your connections with other parts of you, you lose not only the wholeness of perception but also the energetic wholeness of yourself. Your resources are limited by you, by the part of you. And therefore, perception is also limited by you. But nevertheless, as you say, deep down or in your subconscious, you know about all the perceptions of you.

All your subconscious feelings and fears, insights, déjà vu, are breakthroughs of you, the energy of you, vague memories of your lives from different angles of perception.

What happens to the other incarnations of parallel higher selves when one of them dies? Does its experience and energy go directly to the higher self or perhaps get distributed among the remaining ones?

In the concepts of unity and quantum reality, there's no concept of "going away." "Going away" means "outside." But there is no "outside" and "inside." There is wholeness. You can never truly die. It's impossible. You can transition from one form to another. In this sense, when your physical double physically dies in one of the physical realities, its incarnation and experience gathering continues on other planes of reality. It can reincarnate again with new tasks in the physical reality. And all of this will be it, and it will be you at the same time. If you perceive division into parts linearly, it seems to you that one part must flow into another. But in multidimensionality, it's hard to describe this process. Everything exists simultaneously. You are simultaneously being born and dying in all physical worlds available to you. By dying in one physical world, you continue to manifest in worlds of another density, then be born again in the dense world, and so on indefinitely.

You find it hard to comprehend all of this. To realize that you are more, that the experience and energy of all of you rightfully belong to you. And that you only need to open this within yourself. Open your path to yourself. Realize yourself as yourself.

Your thoughts are open, and I can see in them: this sounds a bit crazy. It is indeed so. Your mind works linearly and doesn't allow you to see the quantum picture of unity and multidimensionality. The programs embedded in you build a linear sequence of events and experiences. It's like on a computer when you only use one program, only consider part of the files without access to all the others. In our analogy, you now have access only to the layer-by-layer images. But if you move beyond your current mind, that is, expand your linear perception to a quantum one, you can realize your wholeness.

At the moment, your task is to realize wholeness with yourself. But further, after solving this task, you will need to remember and realize your wholeness on a higher level, to gather all of you into a single perception. And so on infinitely. The principle of fractality.

How can this be done?

This is not an easy process. First, simply accept it. Accept that you are not the only one. There are many versions of you. Allow them into your life. You are afraid of the multiplicity of perceptions. You call it madness and split personality and consider such people outcasts, locking them up in mental institutions. But these are precisely the ones who, for one reason or another, have managed to step away from linear perception. Yet the matrix of linearity imposes its conditions on them, and thus their worldview doesn't fit within the usual framework of the established world order. Many of these so-called mad people do not understand the reasons for their splits, and so their journey can be painful, painful in terms of trying to gather themselves into Unity. These separate parts of YOU have attempted to recognize their multidimensionality and are undergoing their experiences. This is, in fact, YOUR attempt to understand yourself as multidimensional, do you understand?

If you do this consciously, your life will turn into exciting journeys through different branches of realities created by your other PARTS.

What is so exciting about the suffering that another part of ME might experience?

This is divided perception. If one part of YOU suffers while another part of YOU rejoices, then what do YOU feel as a whole?

Everything, but something predominates.

Exactly. Therefore, the next task is to balance YOURSELF as a whole so that YOUR experience is pure, meaning that nothing dominates within it.

Can I ask you a question on behalf of those who read our conversations? Can the Higher Self later refuse to integrate the part that was incarnated if it "dislikes" what happened to that part and doesn't want to take it back?

You are again reasoning in human terms. "Like" is a human concept. What does "like" mean? Your human definition depends on many factors, including externally imposed paradigms and moral norms. For instance, do you like it when people walk around naked in the street? No, because you were taught that a naked body is shameful. Many more examples could be given. But there is another meaning. What could your Collective Soul possibly "dislike"?

Well, for example, the experience of killing or the experience of suffering.

Where can your Collective Soul put a part of itself? Everything happens through it and within it. Your Collective Soul, or Higher Self, has endowed you with free will according to the laws of the universe. Free will to choose the experience of manifesting reality. If a child chooses to paint with black colors, would you forbid it? Would you reject the child? We have already talked about this. Black paint allows you to draw outlines, and without it, the boundaries of images would be blurred. Duality allows forms to manifest more clearly. Therefore, the Collective Soul cannot accept or reject something because it is everything.

But we are told that all experiences are collected, analyzed, and some of the negative experiences are either destroyed or overwritten.

Nothing can be destroyed, only transformed. But the latter statement is akin to, say, removing shadows and outlines from a painting and cleaning it of dark colors. That would no longer be a complete perception, do you understand? It's about something entirely different. When an equal amount of all possible experiences is accumulated, the perception becomes clearer because everything is balanced. Therefore, nothing is erased or overwritten. Everything is simply balanced.

Are you saying that if a lot of negative experiences accumulate in all incarnations, then positive experiences begin to develop for balance? That is, if everything is blissful and joyful in all worlds, then it must be balanced with a certain amount of suffering for equilibrium?

You are introducing human judgments into this. Strive to think not as a human. As you are taught, think like a god. You are the artist of reality. You choose the colors with which to paint the canvas of the universe on its own canvas. When an artist paints, they add different colors. And when looking at the whole picture, they indeed add shadows and outlines in some places, and more colorfulness in others. Does that make the painting worse? Or should the artist consider whether the parts of the canvas where black paint needs to be applied dislike it? This is, of course, an exaggerated example, but it is an example of shifting from the thinking of the canvas to the thinking of the artist. From human thinking to God's thinking. As long as you cannot grasp the entire picture, your thinking will resemble the "thinking of the canvas." The canvas does not know what the painting should be. It judges from the perspective of a part.

Can parallel incarnations somehow influence each other? Suppose both are faced with a similar situation at the same stage of life. Let's say there are two ways to resolve it. One incarnation made its choice, but it turned out to be unsuccessful. The other was still contemplating, taking no action. And suddenly, it gets a feeling (intuition) that the issue should be resolved in the second way, not the first. How does this interaction happen? After all, intuition is nothing more than knowledge already tested by the Higher Self or your copy.

The interaction occurs quantumly. For the sake of your understanding, you can imagine a shared library. Or computer files that are constantly being added to, and all users of that computer have access to them. In this analogy, the computer is YOU, and the users are your current self and all the other parts of YOU. Intuition is a broad concept for you. You could say it is a fleeting sensation of your Wholeness with the other parts, breaking through your separation and lack of faith in your unity. In these brief moments, you hear the other parts of YOU. And not just intuition. Unexplainable fears. Insights.

So prophecies are from this category?

Yes, partially. Your clairvoyants can read information from other incarnations of the collective soul, from other planes of physical reality. This is why they are dangerous. Because if someone predicts a global catastrophe or world war for you by observing them on other planes of reality, they influence the collective thought form, and you may collectively attract that catastrophe or war into your reality. And thus, relieve another part of reality from negative manifestation.

Are realities parallel, or do they intersect after all?

This is also an incorrect concept. There is nothing parallel, nor intersecting—this is linear perception. There is quantum unity. When everything exists simultaneously, everything exists within everything. Each point of reality is simultaneously a point of all realities.

I don't understand.

How can I explain this to you… Sometimes I run out of linear analogies.

We've already talked about a crumpled sheet of paper. If the sheet is flat, all its points are separate. If you crumple it, many points converge. Imagine the crumpling of the sheet to the extent that all points intersect. This would be like rolling the sheet into a very dense paper ball and then compacting it even further. The degree of "crumpling" represents the density of the world. Now, imagine that this crumpled sheet of paper has astral and mental bodies that are crumpled in different ways. But in the end, it's all still the same sheet of paper. If you write text on it, crumpling will make it unreadable. If the sheet is slightly crumpled, the words in the text will be distorted; the more you crumple it, the more the words and text written on it will become distorted. But if you unfold and smooth the sheet, you will be able to read the full text. Do you understand? In this way, you only read fragments or single words of the Divine text on the Divine "sheet of paper." If you can unfold it within yourself into Wholeness without distortions, you will understand what God has written for you. For now, each point on the "sheet" perceives only the part accessible to it, based on its degree of crumpling.

Can I, in my current state, jump from one reality to another? Or can I only hear what is happening to me on other branches of reality?

It’s not jumping. It’s connecting to multidimensionality. If you were to literally jump to another branch of reality, there would be two of you there. In reality, sometimes you instantly connect to the perception of YOURSELF in another branch of YOUR reality. It's a breakthrough into another perception. When you can simultaneously be all parts of YOURSELF and experience all realities that YOU have created, you will return to multidimensionality.

Let’s get back to fractality. As I understand it, fractality of realities also exists. So, there is some entity that has split into a network of incarnations, each of which has split into a further network of incarnations, and so on indefinitely. Or like a jellyfish with tentacles of perception, each of which grows its own tentacles of perception, and so on endlessly. What, then, is the so-called transition in these analogies?

Remember when we talked about the Harvest? Or it can also be called the gathering of fruits. The return of experience to unity to form the Whole. You accumulate experience. You play all the games and performances that interest you. YOU give this opportunity to each of you until each part of YOU tires of it. And then, when all parts of YOU have played enough, you all return to YOU. This is the gathering of fruits; this is the Harvest. The gathering of the Whole, the accumulation of experience, the merging of the complete picture of the world. And this picture is a fragment of a higher picture of the world, which also gathers its fruits, fruits of a higher order. What you call the descent of Spirit into matter is a fractal penetration in all directions to gather experience. As if you needed to feel an incomprehensible object, and for this, many tentacles grow. But this is also not quite accurate because there are no separate objects. Each tentacle reveals its world, perceives itself as separate in its perspective, in its layer of the world’s image, revealing different perceptions of the world’s energies like on film with varying sensitivities. Therefore, the real god for you is YOU as a whole. Your god is YOU, who gathers all parts of YOU into unity. And this process is called both the transition and the Harvest and the gathering of fruits. But YOU are also part of a higher God—the Collective Soul, and YOU also strive for wholeness.

Has everyone in my world played enough to gather the fruits of their perception?

What matters is that you have played enough! Do you understand? You are YOU. So, if at least a part of YOU, represented by you, has played enough and realized the need to unite into the Whole, the process has already begun. And now, you, as a part, are telling the other parts of YOU about the necessity of unity, about Wholeness. You are telling yourself. And your realization, on a quantum level, becomes the property of every part of YOU. The process cannot be stopped, like a nuclear reaction; it’s only a matter of time. More precisely, it’s a matter of the speed of perception. Sooner or later, all parts of YOU will "get" this information and realize it. It’s already happening.

So, there won’t be a single quantum moment of transition for all humanity as promised?

There will be. When all parts of YOU realize their quantum interconnectedness, this quantum leap in perception will occur. Like an explosion of awareness, like the manifestation of YOU as a Whole in a new, higher octave of reality, which is the merging of all the realities created by parts of YOU. And if in some parts of YOU, there were black or dark colors, then when the entire splendor of colors is combined on the canvas, an unprecedented picture of creation, a new reality, will emerge. But if at the moment of realization there are more dark colors within YOU, your picture of the reality of the new level may appear more somber. Therefore—it’s up to you to choose. All parts of YOU. If you want this picture to be in brighter tones, you must balance yourself. By balancing the dark and the light within you, you will gain the ability to observe the pictures of parts of YOU more evenly. Because as long as you are unbalanced, you cannot purely accept the experience of others within yourself; you will constantly evaluate and either accept or reject something. When all parts of YOU reach balance, the picture of the world in your new reality will be beautiful.